Monday, August 4, 2008

what a sad day.

Im really unhappy with him and Emily. They go for the same tuition. What they do there, I wont know.
Im curious, and im scare. I know they cant hold, kiss or touch in the tuition. But they could sweet talk. I cant imagine my BOYFRIEND sweet talk with the other BITCH! I cant tell him this cos he will scold me for suspecting him. I love him. And I want him to know that I trust him. He’ll never understand me. I tell him im not angry. For telling him all this SHIT. Which GIRLFRIEND wont jealous if the BOYFRIEND so damn close with other girl. Noones I bet. I know he know her since they’re 7 months baby. But why they ends up becomes FRIENDS? Why not couples? Why! I know, I don’t know him that long. He told me, and maine told me that too, Emily wont like him. But I don’t believe. Its impossible. Even myself get addicted with his sweet words. So whats if HER. Is the same. He bought her a present as known as the 1st present. I really really jealous. He don’t even buy me a single present for my birthday. And whats funny, he FORGOT! He forgot my birthday. Actually I don’t want anything from him. I just want LOVE from him. It seems to be like so hard for him to give me that? Saturday, he went out with his cousin, maine. And when ready to go back home, he saw Emily. They talk and talk and talk. I regret that I dint go at that time. I should skip my fucking tuition and go with him. Why? Why am I so stupid for not following him? I know im not as HOT as her! I admit. I want him to know that I love him, only him!



P/s: Don’t be greedy, ppl. Just let it go and pick the one you really love.

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