to you ; sweetheart.

• my love to you will never change.
• im yours forever & always.
• you're the only one for me.
• in my heart, you're in the 1st place.

what i want on VALENTINE :

• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU
• YOU

is that easy for you or too easy?

other things for VALENTINE :

• BIG BEAR
• ROXY STUFF
• PUPPY

♥11.08pm

chinese new year. <3

this chinese have been my best moment ever, i spent my new year hols with my darling and the family. we went to eat ; play ; receive angpau together. on the 26th of january 2009, we went for a BBQ party at summer garden. that night was so fun : me ; maine ; kwan ; nicole cant stop taking more and more picture. look at the below pictures that we took on that night. =)

♥10.36pm

The third day, SPOTCHECK! =)

i thought i would never be called to the front when assembly. but it happen *stupid!* they say i dye my hair. i have been dye-ing my hair since im form 2, do you think the colour ad go off long long ago? they dont believe thats "natural" colour. but actually is not le. im just not very satisfied with the way the perfect talk to me. no point asking me did i dye my hair? of course when i say no, you dont even believe right? so whats the point! dumb*my school have a very stupid rules, let me list out everything that i feel so ridiculous ; *im sure you'll laugh your ass out lar*

1st : tidak boleh membawa sikat yang terlalu besar.
2nd : menggunakan tandas kelas yang lain dengan senjaga.
3rd : tidak datang ke sekolah pada pada persekolahan tetapi hadir selepas waktu persekolahan akan dianggap ponteng sekolah.
4th : memakai bingkai berwarna/bingkai cermin mata melebihi 5mm/kanta sentuh berwarna.
5th : membeli makanan melebihi had maksimum iaitu 2 pinggan atau mangkuk.
6th : bercakap dengan kuat atau membuat bising semasa di kantin.
7th : mengambil peralatan dari gerai untuk makanan bekalan sendiri.

there's more rules that makes me think that school's teacher are jealous of our beautility. you know why? cos every rules they set for us is totally ugly for us, do you think so? why they dont let us dye our hair, is because we looks nice. why cant we over piercing, is because we looks nice too. why we cant wear the short stoking, because we look nice. why we cant leave our nails long like other teachers, because we'll look nicer than them. why cant we leave our frinch long and fashion hair are not allow? is because they JEALOUS! they scare us will looks gorgeous than them. think yourself le. school rules suck le. they say the school rules is good for us, but look carefully. every rules they make, makes us ugly! i dont think our hair, nails, socks and lots more will influence our study lo. all they want is THE SCHOOL'S REPUTATION! alla, somemore say is for our own good. is not even related to our future for god sake. i really sick of their rules and by the way, this is my last year of this school. so i wont break their damn rules. since they want the reputation so much. =) you'll see what'll i do on the last day of school. end of story!


p/s: im not encouraging you to break the school rules, im just TELLING you! hahaha. =)

i lost my FILA bottle! =(

what the hell, i hate chung hwa student. is just a bottle, they still wanna stole! why are they being so cheap? malehh. if you want i'll buy for you a new one. you dont have to stole a bottle that ad have my saliva. fuck them off lar. my sweetheart is gonna buy me a nike bottle. if they dare to stole again, see le what'll i do! conclusion : their hands is damn fuck lo.

im not waiting for the 5th. =(

im so worry about the school reopen. cos i haven done my moral folio yet. shit de lar. will pn.lee scold? i dont think she'll lo, shes too good de. i think so. but sometime she's SIAO wan lo. scold here and there, like never scold people before. hahaha. sometime shes really good. example ; when i dint do her works she gave, she dont even care. this what i feel she's good of. i tell you lo, FOLIO sucks man! we get NOTHING but the f**king useless marks. for what?! when school reopen im gonna ask all those teachers who ask us to do folio, what folio meant for? see what they answer me. *isshh* FOLIO suchs a pain in the ass le. after the school reopen, i cant spend my most free time with my sweetheart and friends. everything goes to TUITION. hiah* sedih betul... =(

he said that! loves much*

he said ; *i would ever let you free from my heart ever again*
cant you see, he's too sweet! ♥

im very happy of what he say. so i hope he'll keep his promise forever and never try to break it as well. i take this relationship serious, so i dont hope you'll ever escape from my heart.

i love you, sweetheart! there's nothing can ever sneak into my heart and replace YOU! noone could do that. there's only you can pump my every single beat of my heart. you're my one and the only ONE. ♥

me & you forever and always. <3

new year eve. =)

actually i dont have any plan, but ard 8 something sweetheart called me and asked come to his house to celebrate new year. cos his dad is cooking crab and prawn on that night. ard 10 something we went to summer garden and celebrate new year. when i went there, kwan and maine quickly drag me into the toilet and show me something really funny. the toilet in summer garden was so cute. they got ass cleaning and ass dryer. hahaha. issit funny? =) so we went out and play. at 1st we play a-e-i-o-u. and then we play pepsi-cola. hahaha. at sharp 12, alot of fireworks are *spread* to the sky! thats was wonderful. its really beautiful. me and justin was romanticly enjoying that moment together. at 1something, we went home and rest. so i plan to sleep over justin's house. so his mum called my mum. so i allowed to stay over his house. woohhooo* i planned to watch quarantine, but we're too sleepy. thats was the day i sleep the most well. cos while im sleeping, he use his hand and you know is like sayang-ing the baby. so nice! =) i felt so comfortable and protectable! okay.. the next morning ; at ard 10something we woke up, have a clean up cos we plan to go netcity at 1130. after everything, we went to fetch yao yao and marcus and straight to netcity. ard 2something we went to mamak stall and have our lunch. after that we continue our game and till 5 his dad came to fetch us back. actually we plan to go park with maine and kwan. but too bad it rain. hiah. so we went home and wait for fabian to finish his kumon works. after he finish his works, we went down and play drift. hahaha. fabian is absolutely pro man! hahaha. the moment that i DONT wish is ad reach, i dont wanna go home! but i have to. hiah* i have to wait till sunday then only i can get to see him again. arrrgggghhhhh!